I was alone in a hospital room facing a life or death battle while those outside were up against a worldwide pandemic. Because of this pandemic, substantial restrictions had been put into place, and visitors were not allowed to enter the hospital.

Except for doctors, nurses, and others in the medical field, I had no one with me to navigate the terrifying road through my unexpected double-lung transplant. Of course, my husband was doing all he could from our home to stay on top of the medical decisions, and we spoke as often as possible. But that’s not the same as having him in the room to hold my hand, wipe my tears, and comfort me through my fear. So I asked my Lord and Savior to do all those things and so much more for me.

Before this life-altering medical crisis, I genuinely believed I was giving all of my concerns and hurt to God when I faced trials and that I praised him with thanksgiving when everything was going well. But after my journey through this deep valley, I realized how very little of myself I had truly released to the One who loves me most.

When you stare death directly in the face, it puts things into perspective. You discover how deep your relationship with God is, or possibly isn’t.

I have written this book of devotionals with the desire that God will show you new reasons to praise Him even in the midst of tragedy and trials. And that He will reveal to you His holiness, leaving you awestruck with no other option but to fall on your knees before Him in thanksgiving.

May Jesus use the words on the pages ahead to help you nurture an unshakeable relationship with Him through your trials and tribulations and give you hope for your future.